Franz is doing great.

Since I changed some small components in Franz' training he has totaly blossomed!

He feels so secure, happy and calm, and he more oftenly comes and hang around me when I am out doing things in their field. For every day that is passing, I feel more and more for him. And I can realy feel our bond grow deeper, wich is so cool.

I look forward to the next month when the horses will move back home to the open stable. It will be so great to have them here!

I am not feeling very well atm. I am exhausted, a bit sad and blue. I have my reasons, but they are very private. 

When I feel like this,Qs condition strikes me harder than other days. He has always been my rock and anchor. When life has been rough a trailride on his back has magicly removed the bad things, or at least made them easier t carry. I miss it so much. That simple way of just doing things without any need to worry. Divino is not that simple or easy going. He is explosive, hot and sometimes it feels like I would need glue o stick on his back. Eaven though I love him, it is a totaly different story than with Q. 

With Franz and Eddie I hope to get the possibility to feel that total trust again. Yesterday, I also saw that Q limbed a bit in the walk. He did not seem to mind though. But it reminded me again - my wonderful friend might not stick around for so much longer.